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Posted: August 14, 2008 07:57 pmTop
   
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IRC Nickname: Rai|James
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Joined: January 11, 2008
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You guys and gals...I don't think I can do it anymore.

I can't sit back, read these posts, and watch whats happening to this Clan. This is my home...this was my home. I've spent the last 3 days going back and reading these Good-Bye posts, trying to understand whats apparently so wrong with us. I've finally come to realize what I have been trying to ignore, trying not to see.

This isn't home anymore.

Not to me...and it looks like it's the same for others that have been around as long, or even longer than I. When I first joined this Clan, I stopped calling it that after a few months. The Wilderness Guardians was not just a Clan to me anymore. It wasn't just a bunch of people playing a stupid game. This place became a home to me, and to so many more.

I looked forward to coming home, sifting through the posts to see what had happened, what was changing. It's kind of sad that I can admit that, but heres something I'm not sad about admitting.

Without this Clan. Without those people out there, people like Eugene, Jenny, Rick, Joe, Abs, Luke, Owen, both Jason's, Chad, soooo many more than I even want to write out right now. Hell, I'll even toss Moch into that equation. My enemies became my friends. The people I hated the most turned into some of the people that always helped me when I asked for it. Because of this Clan, and because of these people I am who I am today.

Without WG...I would not have had the courage, nor the will to go back to school. I sure as hell wouldn't be trying to write a book, and I wouldn't see the world as I do now without all that I've been through here. Good and bad. It's truly made me. I'll never forget you guys for that.

But now...

Now when I look here, all I see are broken people. The once unwavering bonds that we had for each other, our iron will to stand through anything is slowly dissipating. Our home is falling apart. I can't watch it happen...and so now, I truly believe it is my time to move on.

First off, I just want to say...Please don't argue with it. If your going to say "Well it might get better if you didn't leave" or "Leaving won't help us at all" --- Well, you are right. But I will not remain here if it is not the family I cared for...for so long. I won't watch you strive to be number one at a stupid game when it doesn't even matter. Friends is what matters, but once again that seems to be what you have lost.

The only thing that unites you now is the want to be first. The need to be able to say you are better than the rest. That's not what WG is supposed to be...And I simply can't believe that is what we have become.

I was one of the biggest, if not the most known for owning up to "WG4Lyfe" ... I still will be WG, I will be the true WG in my heart, the WG from memory. When the importance didn't lay in Wars and the game. When all that we needed to strive was our Community.

And now, I must add...


His Lordship
Cockiest name EVER. You know that yourself. I love you Eugene. You were the heart of WG, and we were the blood that kept you pumping. I'm sorry it's come down to this...I can't even imagine how it feels for you, for how much it hurts me I feel could measure to every Member. You are still going to be there for when theres a movie adaption, aye? wink.gif You will always be my favorite Panda.

Rick Hamm
You are an asshole. A prick. Your the guy everyone loves to hate. Someone I would love to meet and punch in the jaw. But after that I'd have to take you out for something to eat, and thank you for all you have done for me. The truest father figure of WG. You were always there, no matter how harsh or caring. I'm sorry for putting you through all I have, but I am glad you were there to listen...for you are a huge part of who I am now. I'll never be able to thank you enough, Rick.

Dorcha3377
Jenny. As wise as you are beautiful, you too were always there for me. We had our differences...I think mine and Rick's tiff was the only one that topped yours and mine. tongue.gif But...we came out friends again, didn't we? And since then...I could never ask for a better person to talk to. You...You are the biggest reason I decided to go through with my writing. I still say your more talented than I, but I haven't read one of your poems in ages. Fr33 writings pl0z?

Xena1168
Zenia...Your like a mother to me. You did so much for me, and for the others here. For that I will never, ever forget you or Fire. Give him hugs for me kays? Keep in touch...I still want to visit some day. tongue.gif

Starzhine
Kristy...Ahh I don't even know what to say. I love ya. You know that. I hope we can catch up again soon. Much wubs <33

Abmanju
Abs R HAWT. Well, that's about it.

Bassism
Drunk bugger. That's what comes to mind when I think of you. tongue.gif That, and one of the truest friendships I've ever had. I'll never forget our talks, life and love...ahh man. Keep an eye out under your bed. intro.gif

Georgio
Lol. Now I think of you as Mohawk Man. You must remember DG, right? I'm sorry you did like...98% of the work. This was your true Leader. I was just the other guy with a white name. But other than that...you were always a fun, and very smart guy to hang out with. I'll miss ya buuddddyyyy. sad.gif

Bambaleo
I think your name looks good in pink. cool.gif

Iron This/Sir Wolfoo
Iron This? No, here is my shirt. Now that you can iron. rolleyes.gif In all truth, you were another one of my closer friends here. But once again lately we haven't been able to talk. Hopefully one day soon. smile.gif

Tezza_Rulz12
Ugh. Just no. Kay? No. But I still like you. And I'll miss you. sad.gif

Eregion2
You've been around ages. Go bake a cake or something. And then send me a piece.

Jeez there's just too many of you.

All I know is that I love you guys and gals. I'll miss being an official part of WG, but I think it's for the best. Don't let my home go down in flames, kay? sad.gif

P.S Abs...I'll miss you number one hawtest babe award having guy. sad.gif


Be Good.
Take Care.
Don't Do Anything I Probably Would Do Anyways.

Your friend, always,

James O' Light


[Edit] I'll take Ex-Member, too - If you wouldn't mind.
 
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Posted: August 14, 2008 08:06 pmTop
   
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I'd spend a month baking cakes if you'd stay and foot the bill. sad.gif Having left three times myself though I think I get where you're coming from. I just hope you'll be back even if it is just for short visits. *hands over a bag of freshly baked peanut-butter cookies*

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Posted: August 14, 2008 08:10 pmTop
   
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Later James, we had some good times in WG/DG back in the day. Take care. happy.gif
 
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Posted: August 14, 2008 08:11 pmTop
   
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These are the kind of members that hurt me the most to see leave.
 
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Posted: August 14, 2008 08:12 pmTop
   
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Goodbye, a lot of heart poured into that post. good luck with life
 
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Posted: August 14, 2008 09:05 pmTop
   
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Aww James.
Well I wasn't really around when you were in a staff role and I'm sad that I missed seeing you there.
Take care dude and stay safe
Make sure you keep in touch like all the time wub.gif

~George
 
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Posted: August 14, 2008 09:14 pmTop
   


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James, there isn't a day goes by that I don't come on these forums and shake my head at what's going on around here. This isn't the WG that we all grew accustomed of, this isn't the place where we laid our hats, this isn't the place where fights between members meant great friendships afterwards. Hell, you and I prove that. smile.gif

I appreciate all you said about me and for being brutally honest. Hell, I am all those things and then some, however, one thing always remained constant and that was my devotion to this clan and the people in it. Whether we fought or not, in the end, I was always there. That was my job in this clan, I guess.

I don't have any regrets with anything I've ever done and neither should you. You've turned out to be a great friend and an asset to this clan. I would take 10 of you over the majority of this clan right now and not even think twice. It's not the numbers that I care about, it's the lasting friendships and the fun that really flip my switch.

You have a great life now James. You're going places even I didn't think you'd go. You've come a long way in such a short time and I'm proud to have been a part of it. Remember me in your book, I want a signed copy you doofus. wink.gif

Take care of yourself and the old saying still stands....if you need me, I'll be there.
 
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The first person I really ever talked to about how the clan works, its hard to LET you leave sad.gif
ILU...
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Posted: August 14, 2008 09:32 pmTop
   
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It's sorry to see such an old school member go. I know i never got to speak to you James. I have PM'd you something on behave of Darktheif - Jason.
 
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Posted: August 14, 2008 10:06 pmTop
   
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I have to say I am truly greatfull I met you James. It's been a pleasure knowing you. I wish you the best of luck with your writing and wish you safety IRL. I hope some day you come back to visit us.


 
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Posted: August 14, 2008 10:18 pmTop
   
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You're a legend.
I understand you and I would do the same if all my old friends would leave.

Good bye sad.gif
 
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Posted: August 14, 2008 10:46 pmTop
   
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I used to write some of my sappier poems for you Rai.
You were with me through good and bad times. The happy good ones I will remember best because the bad ones don't count for shit in the long run.
Friends are what matter and you are one of the best.
Thank you for all the love you have given to me and to WG over the years. May your life be all you want, for you have the talent and drive to make it all the way.
I love you James Rai.
Big hugs,
Jen
 
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Posted: August 15, 2008 01:01 amTop
   
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somehow that had to be one of the sadest posts I have read. Good Luck in writing your book.

Only wished I had gotten to know you. You seem like you would be an awesome friend.
 
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“The day soldiers stop bringing you their problems
is the day you have stopped leading them.
They have either lost confidence that you can help them
or concluded that you do not care.
Either case is a failure of leadership.”
~~Colin Powell ~~

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Posted: August 15, 2008 09:51 amTop
   


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James, Of all goodbyes, This has been the hardest for me. I too see what you see and it breaks my heart, I am so confused at what to do right now. I'd give anything to have the old times back.

Throughout the years, you have always stood by me, encouraging me.....you were a damn good friend smile.gif Thank you for all those good times, for always being there..for everyone. I still remember the first time post I saw from you. Your name really struck me and from then on, you've been nothing more than a glimmering star.

In my eyes, you were one of the most influential members in WG. You were poured so much of your heart and soul into the clan.

It seems so long ago that we were still in contact with all those old skool members. my memories are slowly failing me as a forget a lot of those old times but if theres someone that'll always stay with me forever, it'd be great members like you.



Please Keepeth in Contact!



P.S. What did you mean by just no? o.O
 
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Posted: August 15, 2008 10:02 amTop
   
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Ya know, we need an "old WG" rank for people like you - Ex-member just doesn't seem... good enough.


-RobbieThe1st
 
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Posted: August 15, 2008 01:18 pmTop
   
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Eregion. I still want baked goods! get to the kitchen!

Colin, I still like your hair.

Gus...Don't let it hurt you. People come and go, as do friends. But as long as WG really means something to you, those friendships last forever. smile.gif

Gorge, I want your blue name. Trade pls?

Thanks for that, Rick. Joo make me feel gud. smile.gif

Ah, Mustang! My one and only mentee! tongue.gif I hope I taught you at least a few things when we talked!

Madd, it was a pleasure meeting you as well. You take care of yourself, aye?

Zeth. I'm not a Legend. I'm just remembered because my name is pretty much the same as Madonna's song. Stupid Madonna... Bai Zeth <3

Jenny, Jen Jen, Jennybean? TeeHee. I remember when I changed a lot of the Forum names..ahh, that was a fun day. I'm going to miss those kinds of days. You need to send me another sappy poem. Rai r likes sappy poems.

Rach. I'm truly not that interesting, these peoples just seem to follow me wherever I go. rolleyes.gif

Tezza. sad.gif You too were one of my best friends. I shall miss you quite a bit, but I'll still harass you on Messenger sometimes. I promise. wink.gif

Robbie...Your right. SUPER ELITE EX MEMBER TITLE PL0X I R LEGENDZ


Thanks for all you have said guys and gals...it hurts, but I figure that's how its meant to feel. I'm sitll ready to skulk around the Forums with my white name if any Leader cares to give me free demotion hash.png

 
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Posted: August 15, 2008 01:57 pmTop
   
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oh my James...you've been around for such a long time, it's really hard to say goodbye sad.gif

well thanks, i love my name in pink too hash.png

and i still want your book when it's finished biggrin.gif just contact me smile2.gif

i hope you'll still drop by to say hello to old friends.

good luck
 
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Posted: August 15, 2008 02:03 pmTop
   
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[01:52:17] <04@Evil[Orbing]> I vote we change it from 3 day to 3 century wait.... just for james


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Where do I start?

If I'm totally honest it was only quite recently (recently as in these forums) that I've really got to talk to you james, but boy I am left with no doubts as to why you are held in such high esteem among the older members of WG.

I don't think you need to be told you will be missed as you're smart enough to figure that out yourself... but rather don't be a stranger, keep your pretty face around here even if it must be in grey.


For old times sake



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Posted: August 15, 2008 02:09 pmTop
   
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Take care Rai

I never got to get to know you really well, but I can understand
 
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Posted: August 15, 2008 02:14 pmTop
   
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Posted: August 15, 2008 02:50 pmTop
   
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QUOTE (Rai Of Light @ August 15, 2008 01:18 pm)
Zeth. I'm not a Legend. I'm just remembered because my name is pretty much the same as Madonna's song. Stupid Madonna... Bai Zeth <3

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Posted: August 18, 2008 08:05 amTop
   


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Cya man you were a great member, you always had some great input for all the drama that goes on around WG, just like this post now. Good luck in real life, I hope you still hang around forums happy.gif





Brandon
 
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