The Last Few Days

You may have noticed I've been inactive these past few days and wondered why. If you haven't, then I'll explain anyway.

I got dumped - I was and am still horribly in love with her. Can't concentrate on anything more than five minutes without thinking about her.

I visit the forums, but I can't get myself post, get on IRC, TS or the forums. I feel like a mindless zombie, submerged in a cloud of reflections.
I've lost next to all self confidence and hope in the future.

You may think it isn't that much of a thing to be depressed about but... I was falling more in love with her every day, and it apparently was the other way around for her.

I still don't know whether to move on or to hope for a change of mind - I know the first option would be the best, but passion rules over reason for the time being.

Until then, until I find motivation for anything, goodbye.

I'll be back soon, but I can't foresee when. It could be this Sunday, it could be in two weeks, it could be in a month. I'll attend any events that are posted and that I'm available for (don't do much anyway), but I just don't have the heart to volunteer to do anything, at the moment I'd just like to get carried along nicely.

I'm truly sorry, but I really need a few more days off. Please tell the members if they ask that I'm feeling sick, don't go into much detail. Wouldn't be lying, I'm heartsick.

Ah, it seems like you loved her a lot .
It's a shame it didn't work out Zach, I'm sure you would put everything to make it work again.
Anyway, it's a valid reason, take your time.

~Abs