I'm tired of egg shells?

Why do I feel every time I want to make a decision that I'm going to have to be careful with a handful of people or get in some type of public humiliation with the clan?

I'm getting a little sick of George lying all the time to make himself look good. He trolls us in pm and tries to make his shitty ass look good cause he failed so terrible at council tbh. It is not that George didn't have the ability to be this totally awesome council but more that his in-activeness was so terrible. Why did he try to hold onto the council power longer and why is he now even still in staff? I never enjoyed working with him in council cause he loved to publicly attack me.

Now that I'm on to ranting:

Steveypants: Would he even still be here if we weren't friends with him? Seriously, he is one of the sweetest guys that can be the worst asshole self centered trolls that you ever wanted to meet on the internet. Is he playing us to feed his ego? I'm able to hold it together and smile about it, but not everyone has my patience level. I gave him a warn level today. He is just being a troll all over again. I'm not going to back off it. He can get demoted or banned if he doesn't stop.

Jason: Sigh . . . I just think he wants to be staff again and it would be really really bad for WG for that to happen. He really means well most of the time but totally misses how to go about things and when to back off. Nick/Lefty does the same thing as Jason but isn't as offensive.

Imbryanman: I want to take his emeritus rank off of him now. We did that as a courtesy to him and he hasn't been back. Was it just so he could stay in WG and AF? I have to ask what his motives were. It is just really really strange. If I find out he is attending AF he is gone. That is all I can tell you guys. I'll delete him straight away with no thought about it.

Gene, I just want to know that I have a little freedom to make decisions, even if every now and then I make a few bad ones. I'm far from perfect, but my heart loves the clan and I just need to be able to make some decisions and not be like "Let me ask Gene." I think I've been in council and the clan long enough that you all should be comfortable with my way of handling things. I go to have a staff meeting yesterday and get told by George that we can't have a staff meeting cause Gene isn't here. Then it is well Vephy had stuff to discuss so we can't have a staff meeting.

I'm ready to demote George right now and starting to count the days til Oct 2 now. I'm not asking him or anyone at 12:01 est he is going to have his rank removed. No more extensions. If he stays in staff then I'll be considering leaving staff. I'm sick of his undermining whining ways and it has got to stop.

One last note: Joe is not really a problem, but George trying to turn us all on him has been over the last six months. Gene you need to rethink how mad you get at Joe.

If any of my shitty comments make it out of level 4, I'll be so pissed you will not know the person behind the screen when I start to get really mad.

Now that that is all off my chest, I feel better and I hope you all had a nice read. I do love all you guys. Just even for me sometimes I do get a little mad. lol

Love you all,
Rachy

Give me an hour. I'll return and give this the time it needs.

Read. We have talked about these things a lot over time. I'll gladly share them if needed.

Steve thrives on the warn levels. He's a very very sophisticated troll and he knows how far he can go before he can't get away with it. You'd best leave him to me. There's only a certain number of ways he can be dealt with.

Rachel, I trust you to stand on your own legs and make decisions for WG. Actually I thought it was so obvious that I never told you that you could. As a member of the council, power is given to you to make some decisions, but use logic to decide when consultation is required. Something like a staff meeting is certainly in your power to host, and you should have told George to shut the fuck up and raise it with me if there was a problem.

I'd like to hear exactly what George has been doing to undermine you. I have been consistently blind. It seems like something he would do.

HOWEVER, I stand by what I said. Joe is a menace. It has little to do with his vendetta against George. I'm more concerned about how he posts with a threatening demeanor and openly defies my constant attempts to get him to post something worth reading. He's negatively impacting the community. He's such a smart guy too. What a waste of intellect. I've been against Joe's behaviour without any influence from George.