By Mickey on 14/09/2008
I've been feeling stressed lately, so I need to rant about shit I am gwetting pissed off with in WG.
Before I re-joined WG, I was shall we say a bit "Anti-WG". After a mistake I made, I was told to go die IRL and cut myself etc by some WG members, thus starting my hatred of WG. To piss WG off I copied their forum skin again, I was then flamed some more(another mistake but I was imature).
Things were going badly, what put the icing on the cake was all the shit with Sainath. I was banend and became an outcast of WG, with around 95% of WG hating me.
After I was allowed another chance, I proved I was sorry and I started to re-build what I had before I became an outcast.
I made alot of friends and met some cool people, like Me9, Flippie, Simon etc.
I'm still here today. I'vce put alot of effort and time into improving my levels for WG, and posting on forums to help keep them active. I've been here 10 months, put a shit load of effort into WG, and what do I have to show, a Higher Guardian rank and talked about behind my back.
I miss some wars, ok I know, attending wars is important, but when you take it to the extreme, by making out wars are more important than visiting my dad at the hospital, you really do piss me off.
My dad was put into hospital, I went to go visit him, and when I put my nick to AFK, I was ranted at, shotued and told some bullshit stuff.
Even posting this doesn't make me feel better, the ammount of shit I've put up with throughout my time, and the lack of respect I get, or anyone for that matter.
I've considerd leaving many times, to restart a clan, do things diferently, and do things that WG don't, such as put member morale before wars.
This is a very selfish post, but when I led a clan, my council never helped with decisions, so I made them myself, so it was aalways one way; the way I wanted it to be. Doing that for a while built me an ego, an ego that is still here today.
There is so much more I want to say but I'm afraid it will effect my already shit chances of actualy getting some credit for stuff I do.
If you flame, then don't blame me for my actions because I'm already in a bad mood.