Beginning note: To save people time and effort, if you have never spoken to me/heard of me then this message doesnt apply to you and thus would be a waste of your time too, but feel free if your bored.
Well this post is mainly an apology. I have played runescape for nearly 4 years now i think and only tonight have i realised what it has done to me. If your reading this and know me, then you will know that i have always had people who i talk to who are, for lack of better terms, dick-heads. For whatever reasons i still liked them and talked with them for the best part of a year.
Now in real life i am currently going to 6th form, have a stunning girlfriend for over 4 months now, and things couldn't be going better for me. But there is 1 thing i dislike...myself, my attitude. For the best part of 3 years i have been sarcastic, over-the-top taking jokes too far, and sometimes down right abusive, and i hate myself for that ( no this ISNT an emo post ).
Now, if i was speaking about this 2-3 months ago i wouldn't have been able to explain it. But after tonight I belive i have found the reason. Runescape is full of people who match the description i have just said. And with me talking with the even lower end of people via vent, it has effected me and my personality, and i became a horrible person. This will end now. Deleted Vent, ended membership and i will be deleting the appropirate promgramms. This only came to me tonight, and i know im going down a good path to becomming a better person and thought, "what better a community to share it with other than WG" by-and-by the fact that the only other forums i got would call me pathetic etc.
This is where the apology's come in. When i was in WG i know i wasnt a pleasent person, and many people got annoyed/angry at me, and for this i can only offer my total and utter regret. I wish i had been a better person to talk to (who knows i may be soon) and i hope you can forgive me.
Main people i can think of ATM are: george, rob and dale, who i have been quite mean too. Sorry guys
If you read this thank you, it was something i wanted to share and im proud of myself for beginning this change, thank you.
By Mager123789 on 08/01/2009
Good luck. Didn't really know you, but you've just realised something really important.
I wish you the very best in real life. this takes some guts to post such a post
By Randy on 08/01/2009
Have fun man, still visit though
By Quikdrawjoe on 08/01/2009
Good luck.
By JC on 08/01/2009
Wheres my apology you noob?
Nah, I still love you dude, though if you think this is what is best I am sure it can only improve you as a person
By Robertw56 on 09/01/2009
Apology accepted, although I've always liked you
By Pyro Blade26 on 09/01/2009
Welcome to the retired Rs players club. Life is simply better without it.
By Kiwi011 on 09/01/2009
Bobler, We've been friends since the Tunescape days waaaaaaaaay back. No worries man.